Tolerance, patience, love of one another, kindness, honesty, consideration. These are all spiritual principles that are important for me to put into my life. Why? Because I want continued recovery from alcoholism and this is what AA winds up being about. I need to take ACTION on these principles; actually make an effort to BE tolerant, loving, kind and thoughtful.
When I do this I am doing Gods will, not mine. My will used to be me going through life doing what I wanted and wronging others sometimes to get what I thought I needed.
It is through trying to continue to BE the kind of person that has turned his will and his life over the care of God that I continue to get Gods protection from the insanity of the first drink and a contented life of peace and serenity.
I could not abstain from alcohol and drugs myself for very long. Of course I had to abstain through using self will in the beginning but that would only last for so long. I ultimately needed Gods help to do it permanently and have recovery.
That's what the steps are for, to give me a spiritual awakening and give me a connection with God strong enough to access Gods power to abstain 100 percent of the time. I could not do that on my own using self discipline. I found out that AA is not about self discipline. It's about relying on a Higher Power, because after all I am powerless over alcohol. Otherwise I wouldn't need AA.
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